sweetheart,
the days are getting busier, but defintely not better.
i dont't know what is up, but it does not seem to get easier with time (like what they all say).
sometimes i think that if i keep doing things you disapprove of, maybe you will somehow find a way back and tell me off.
i am still waiting.
i start to take loneliness as a friend. he/she comes beside me and we keep each other company, but not talking to each other all the time. i don't think it is good or bad, but i just learn to live with him/her. i think i lose a bit of something each day, but i don't know what. i just feel emptier.
i have so many things to say, but i don't know how to say them.
are you still listening?
YYY
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