i feel like i have so much to say to you, but then sometimes i think that they are better left unspoken, in the heart.
people ask me "how are you?" i can't really answer because my feelings are beyond words, what we shared is beyond words.
my loss is beyond words.
about dreams.
the first proper one i had, you came back to have a duel with someone and i asked you why do you have to do this, and you told me although you are very sick but you must still do good for the world and not give up. then i hugged you real tight and told you that you are so great!
the second one last night, i was in your arms and again asked why are you back and you said you have never given up and will keep trying. you asked me how have i been all this time. it was very real.
today i went for service and i could feel you with me. maybe i felt you, maybe i just remembered how it was like with you beside me. anyway, it was a really good service.
i slowly start to see more and more
good things you left for me.
the best thing, of course is the part of you in me.
now look! so many of your stuff!
i love you baby.
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